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Day 125/365- NOTHING UP'S MY MIND

2009-05-10T03:07:00.000-07:00

Absence makes the heart fonder.
So, let's meet up a million years later.
And join the dinosaurs and the dodo bird(:

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Fedora, you're mine
Je t'aime

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Day 124/365- Claustrophobia

2009-05-09T18:16:00.000-07:00

This unpredictable weather has been giving me problems.
THE SUPER HOT, gave me rashes all over.
THE COLD ONE, made me shiver.
Maybe i'm just too fussy over the weather cos
warm is just nice(:
Don't mistake me, idon'thave flu.
Stupid Influenza A

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Hey pigs, I'know you didn't want this either.
We're all victims.

Day 123/ 365- Can't keep my eyes off you.

2009-05-09T18:10:00.000-07:00

Home > Study > Television > Suntec city (:

Studied the whole day.
Couldn't believe that it was caryn.

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Too bad , MNG's xs is still too loose for me
But i don't wish to grow fatter.

Day 121/365- Bring me away from those bad days

2009-05-02T02:47:00.000-07:00

Cupcakeee I made, ima so happy.

Recently, I've been addicted to JAY CHOU's songs.
Although he mumbles, but his songs are great, you can't deny it.
Maybe because I listened to them from Yanling's amplifier
and I lov'em.
Gonna download all(:

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My room is in a big mess
Big 'wow'

Day 120/365- You're the reason

2009-05-02T02:01:00.000-07:00

Yanling punched my stomach during pe.
It hurts):

Went for a jog after school @ stadium.
I SIMPLY CAN'T HELP TO FEEL MUCH MUCH BETTER
(after sweating alot)
Thanks for your company(:

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I've been reading Archie comics under my table.
I'know it's wrong, I'll change it.

Day 119/365- Idon'twant to miss a thing

2009-05-02T01:55:00.000-07:00

I want a dog:(, but I can't have one.
Cos I have severe skin allegy to their fur.
I guess it's just inherited from mummy.

Geez, I'll call it BUTTER
butter, butter, butter.
And love it to the max.
Or a hamster, pretty good.
I'd love it to bits.
And they shall be my sons and daughters(:
I'know im thinking too much

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It kills me though

Day 118/365- Dead and Gone

2009-05-02T01:54:00.000-07:00

Seriously, I gave up on the idea of being a vegetarian.
I'know it's damn cruel to kill but still iza natural occurring thing.

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I ♥ Ngee Ann poly.

Business studies
love life.

Day 117/365- come on get higher

2009-05-02T01:52:00.000-07:00

I miss the sound of your voice
And I miss the rush of your skin
And I miss the still of the silence
As you breathe out and I breathe in

If I could walk on water
If I could tell you what's next
I'd make you believe
I'd make you forget

So come on, get higher, loosen my lips
Faith and desire and the swing of your hips
Just pull me down hard
And drown me in love
So come on, get higher, loosen my lips
Faith and desire and the swing of your hips
Just pull me down hard
And drown me in love

I miss the sound of your voice
Loudest thing in my head
And I ache to remember
All the violent, sweet
Perfect words that you said

If I could walk on water
If I could tell you what's next
I'd make you believe
I'd make you forget

So come on, get higher, loosen my lips
Faith and desire and the swing of your hips
Just pull me down hard
And drown me in love
So come on, get higher, loosen my lips
Faith and desire and the swing of your hips
Just pull me down hard
And drown me in love

I miss the pull of your heart
I taste the sparks on your tongue
I see angels and devils
And God, when you come on
Hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on

Sing sha la la la
Sing sha la la la la

So come on, get higher, loosen my lips
Faith and desire and the swing of your hips
Just pull me down hard
And drown me in love
So come on, get higher, loosen my lips
Faith and desire and the swing of your hips
Just pull me down hard
And drown me, drown me in love

It's all wrong, it's all wrong
It's all wrong, it's so right
So come on, get higher
So come on and get higher
'Cause everything works, love
Everything works in your arms

Day 116/365- Empty thrillrides.

2009-05-02T01:04:00.000-07:00

THE WEATHER IS SO FUCKING WARM.

New red perllini bag for me, from mum and dad.
It's awesome. It would definitely make me study better can(:

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it is allowing me to scream.

Day 115/365- everything's worse that what you'think

2009-05-02T00:33:00.000-07:00

What should I do now? How should I continue?
Questions like these kept cramming in my mind unusually.
Im unsure if I'm stressed out or just depression :/
I can't take it anymore, but still standing ★

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I'know that everything is different
if take a look from another direction.

Day 114/365- I know that it isn't a necessity

2009-05-01T23:19:00.000-07:00

I WANT LANDYARDS OF MANY BRANDS.

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gah, different colours and patterns.
P/s: paul frank and gucci (!)

Day 111/356- On the verge of breaking down

2009-04-25T02:30:00.000-07:00

So what if parents are egoistic?
who gave them the right to be like that.
Parents are always destined to be role models for us to follow.
We follow, we turn egoistic just like them, disasterous consequences.
They detest us, cristicise us of our attitude.
So what if they are our parents?
What makes them so special
that they do not need to apologise if they hurt us?

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So what if my post is filled with anger?

Day 101/356- I was too brave, for my own cause.

2009-04-11T01:32:00.000-07:00

I screamed eleven times 'ohmygod', when I saw something that I don't expect.

Damn, I'm in love with the Estee Lauder turbolash mascara.
But it costs fifty bucks or more.
It vibrates hundred and twenty five times a minute.
And all y'need to do is just hold the brush at your eyelash level,
then it'll do the job.
I may not be able to purchase it now, but I'll buy it later.
Just realised that I:
Miss my long fringe when I flipped through those photos.
Am in love with that louis vuitton black cotton tank top,
bebe sequintted tank top and more stuffs.
I am determined to start work once my o'level ends,
here I apologise to everyone if I wouldn't be able to spend
as much time as I promised with you guys after o'level.

I would patch it up with you guys some day, that day will come soon.

Day 100/356- Goodbye, be safe back

2009-04-10T22:16:00.001-07:00

You supposed to take away the pain from me,
but you ended up adding much more,
so thanks aye.

Hey baby, I don't know where you are now and what you're doing now,
but I only want to tell you that Imissya lots.
Sorry that thursday's goodbye wasn't good enough.

Thursday(:
Went to school. The urge of skipping school came back.
Those lessons were as good as empty. I know that you want me to study too, but was I too lazy for for whatever other reason. I was concentrating, yes, but just for a while. My timing for the two.four run, like what y'said was good enough. But I am not satisfied with it and I want a retest terribly but I know that most probably I will not get one, just pray hard.

Went to yewtee to get subway with shengda and yanling.
Then walked back cos yanling wanted.
Get well soon, my dear yanling.
Then spent the rest of the time slacking at the busstop and void deck and I managed to persuade you to allow me to skip that maths remedial.

Friday(:
Good friday, sleeping.

Nothing much, was loaded with mother tongue assessments and assessments.
Finished them'all, cooked up my meals and watched tele programmes.
Went opposite to get some beer, cousins came over.
Drank and joke and fell asleep.
To numb my sadness, perhaps.
Don't worry, people. I am alright.